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[Bed.of.One.Thousand.Inmates]

Thursday, July 16th, 2009

Sunshine Smile,
sunrise eyes,
passion Nile,
desire in sighs…

the dawn of day breaks
on the bed of one thousand inmates.

Lips colliding,
torsos crashing,
minds Idling,
urges rushing…

the crescendo of ecstasy hangs
over the land of one thousand live drums.

Beating hearts furiously,
glistening sweat lavishly,
tongues tasting gluttony,
sex defying apathy.

an array of emotions vast
sank in the abyss of lust.

Arms in locks,
legs in locks,
invasion, penetration
commonly agreed upon notion
submerged in asynchronous motion
a ballet of two
thriving together
erupting volcano due
final exhale soft feather
skin on skin
leather on leather
gloriously succumbing to sin
pressing tight against personas
fiddling, entwined, two become one,
bewildering aroma,
a cruel amalgam,
the dawn of day breaks,
on the bed of one thousand inmates.

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[Together.Forever]

Monday, September 10th, 2007

Rain falling from up high,
the Gods cry,
teardrops falling from a gray cloaked sky.

Someone leaving,
the memories they leave back,
teardrops falling from my eyes in the dark.

Memories invading a suffering mind,
memories making me wish I were blind,
memories, pain and sorrow together,
is that the meaning of love forever?

In paths of regret,
steps are bringing me,
a confusing mind,
memories feeding it.

Times happily spent,
gazing in each other’s eyes
(in each others’ arms)
times deeply hidden
under painful, hurting lies.

A mind chasing images in the past (in time),
it wouldn’t last
a love dead and still, from dust to dust.

Memories hacking into a hurting heart
Memories torturing me on her part
Memories, pain and sorrow together,
that is the meaning of love forever.

A heart carved in wood,
wishing I could,
rise up and do all that I should.
Initials on a log,
we carved them in together,
hers and mine and a heart
saying forever,
a tear,
dropping like feather,
hers and mine in a life together forever,
never.

A black sky,
shadows and clouds filling wet eyes,
someone left behind,
with their suffering mind,
someone leaving,
something strong dies,
once together,
promising forever,
never.

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[Die.Tonight]

Monday, September 10th, 2007

I want to die tonight,
can’t cry no more tonight,
cant carry on alone on this night.

My heart feels heavy tonight,
My heart paused beating tonight,
don’t think i’ll survive this night.

My eyes in a mist, my heart in the dust
my future, my present, nailed to my past.

Freedom wasted, desires submerged,
my own will dying.
Life goes on, people carry on,
My inside is dying.

I cant breathe tonight,
don’t want to live tonight,
cant spend alone one more night.

Not many needs but one,
Not many desires but one,
Not many requests but one,
One, rejected.

I am alone tonight,
for one more night,
please God make it last forever this night.

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[Assassin.Excellence]

Wednesday, April 5th, 2006

Bullets

The elevator doors opened.

He paused for a second before walking out. He looked at the three dead bodies that laid around him on the elevator floor. His mind’s eye traced back his trip from the basement up to the terrace. He had already executed two crime lords, a psycho who believed he was an archangel or something and more than a few thugs and lowlifes.

They had pushed him way too far. They should have known better. His eyes were still drowned in hate and lust for revenge. He could still hear his wife cry for help. He could still see the drops of blood coming from his newborn’s bed. They had both died in front of his very eyes. A couple of years ago.

He examined his weapons. He cycled through them, all to make sure they were ready for what was coming up next. Two Berettas, a Desert Eagle, a Tommy Gun, a Sniper Rifle, a Grenade launcher, a Flame Thrower, some Smoke grenades, some Pepper grenades and a Baseball Bat; just in case he’d run out of ammo.

He walked out of the elevator. All the commotion and the gunfire from the lower levels had already alerted the people he was visiting. Two gunshots were heard. The bullets flew past him, one drilling a hole into the wall and the other hitting the fire extinguisher that was hanging next to him. The punctured extinguisher gave out a thick white smoke which highly hindered vision; his and theirs alike. He ducked and hid behind a couch. Took in a large gasp of air and shouted: “you want pain?”

He sprang from under the couch and stood up tall, still, immovable, certain. It was as if time froze for a moment. He heard the sound of his own gunshots, as if they were coming from the bottom of a deep well. He could swear he was able to see the bullets flying in the air, spinning around an axis that ended deep in the sculls of the people who shot and were still shooting at him.

With the corner of his eye, he caught some movement on his left. There were people coming. People with big M16s. He dived to his front, twisted his body to face his new targets and let his Eagle do the talking. Sparks came out of its barrel; bullets flew in and sliced the air. The men with the M16s had no time to aim or duck. Headshots! One, two, three of them hit the ground while he was still airborne.

A strange noise disturbed his ears. This was no gunshot. This was a flapping of some kind. A helicopter? Could it really be that the person he was after was just about to evade him?

He ran out of the little office and stepped into the terrace. Two henchmen took aim but received lead instead. He was not going to waste any more time. He ran to the metal door that prevented him from walking around the office and reaching the other side of the terrace.

“Fuck!!!” he uttered, but it was as if his alter ego was talking; he never opened his mouth. This, he thought to himself, was unfair. He reached this point with so many weapons and ammunition and that bitch he was after, she was escaping. He looked around. In the middle of the office’s roof there was a long, thick antenna of some kind. Heavy with satellite dishes and all kinds of technology invested in making sure no piece of information evades it. He could see metal chords holding it in place. One of them ended on his own side of the terrace.

He walked over to the end of the chord and shot it with his eagle. The metallic chord sliced through the air, freely. A mild grin carved upon his lips. He cycled through his weapons again and took hold of his Sniper Rifle. He aimed steadily and shot. On the other side of the terrace, he shot at and broke one more chord. He quickly turned to his left. Aimed. Shot. One more chord happily flying around free.

But the antenna was not moving. It never budged an inch. Even worse, he could hear the flapping of the helicopter on the other side getting faster and louder. They would take off shortly, no doubt about that.

There was no time to think. No time to waste. No more promises to be broken. No more guilt to evade. No more favours to bestow. He examined his weapons again and took the Grenade launcher in his hands. He aimed at the root of the antenna and pulled the trigger. Once, twice. The grenades flew and reached the bottom of the antenna where they exploded. A metallic sound came to his ears as the foundation bent and started falling. Too slowly.

Behind the sinking antenna he noticed a helicopter airborne. They were escaping. They were painfully escaping Nemesis. Just not yet. He chose his Tommy Gun and unleashed its full hate. The shells fell to the ground like the drops of a furious waterfall. The bullets carved their way towards the chopper but they mostly crashed to the metals of the falling antenna.

He started fearing they would escape, safe in the chopper.
They started believing they would survive, safe in the chopper.

When the metallic establishment crashed into the tail of the helicopter, sparks flew but the chopper did not. It only sank down the 36 levels from the building’s terrace to the ground.

He witnessed the drop with a smirk of satisfaction. In the distance he could hear the sirens. They were coming for him. Snow was coming down. He hadn’t noticed earlier. Just now he started feeling as part of the environment. He could hear cars pulling next to the building, sirens getting louder and a certain voice screaming in the distance behind him.

He couldn’t exactly make out what it was that the voice was saying. Until the door behind him opened. It was his mother.

But what was his mother doing on top of the skyscraper, over the dead bodies?

“Did you finish your homework, mister?”

Crap. His parents had come back early. Well, at least he had managed to finish his favourite PC game. He was a hell of a Max Payne!

“Not yet mom. I’ll do my maths now and go to bed.”

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[People.of.the.Advice]

Tuesday, August 9th, 2005

You people are always so kind, ready to make up my mind.
You advise on which job to get,
which friends to forget,
which way to go,
when to say no,
when to be raw,
when to try harder,
not to get fatter,
how to look sharper…

You always advise, for you always know better
when all alone and out of shelter,
you are always there, your advice to share
as if my own life is a comic affair.

Your advice to take, with my life at stake,
for all the advice that you give,  this ain’t your life to live.

And though you couldn’t care less, you will not confess,
so as to prove that you care, you advise me to beware.
With so many ideas, for the one poor Phlegyas,
for I cant even decide, with what to abide.

For you are a genius, I am just hideous,
you are so successful, when my life‘s so dreadful…

Right?

Well mind your own life, your own saviour,
Your life which drifted away,
You cant advise me, I drifted away from you,
and soon I will find my own way.

A way without you, for a life without you,
without your pathetic advice,
a way far successful, for a life far successful,
than your own pathetic demise.

Surprise?
No more lies.
Well open your eyes.
No more disguise.
Arise.
And mind your own demise.

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