[THiNK]

Walking and talking, listening to others, acting, reacting, as taught by our fathers,
looking, examining, eating and drinking, in a world of apathy, indifferently sinking.
Living my life as expected by others, on this planet of liars religious brothers.

Have you ever noticed the disgust in their soul?
Brainwashed, persuaded and sold they are all.
Flattened by laws and virtues manmade
honestly really who is there to blame?

The ignorant lots that talk and listen, hiding their faces and acting so decent.
Afraid they might really show their face, they hide behind a God of Grace.
Isn’t it nice to be able to judge? In the name of God to advise?
Isn’t it nice to pretend you’re so holy and have others obeying your vice?

I wondered for years what really it is, that divides the people in half,
and how come, they were always the good ones, leaving me in flames of wrath.
I wondered for years why was I evil and always was judged as such
but thankfully lord I have managed to gather and learnt for myself that much.

I really live into my own Cosmos with virtues and laws still pure
I abandon your lies and tales of holiness, and with God’s help I will endure.
I have built my own Cosmos and live in there since,
I abandon your world of arrogant ignorance and leave you to burn for your sins.

Do you really believe that I need you for Sheppard,
that I need you to preach for my saviour?
I think I can arrange my relationship with God,
you just mind your own behaviour…

All you holy people that feed on the poor, the ones that believe you for good.
All you liars, deceiving the innocent, your God really is not as He should.

For He should pay you back for the lies,
that you’ve preached on the masses for years,
for that treasures you’ve made and the fortunes you’ve got,
feeding upon the adolescents’ fears.

You’ve made up your God to serve your intentions and a lord of extermination,
so that people would follow your calls and commands, out of fear of annihilation…
If your God is of Love, what happened to Lucifer,
and why was he expelled?
Out of the garden of eternal beauty, and down into flames
was burnt.

If your God is of Love with the power to forgive,
what use was Noah to Him?
Why did He have to destroy all nature
with a rage and wrath
unseen?

Your religion is a tale, not a good one indeed,
it just serves your purpose to believe.
It has so many holes, like a Hollywood script
since the story of Adam and Eve.

I’ve built my own Cosmos,  so pure and so clean
so balanced like nature Herself,
with God and with Jesus, with Lucifer also,
all loving and caring in depth.
I live in my own Cosmos of purity and light,
with none of all forces in fight.
In perfect balance I live in a Cosmos
as pure as God planned it to be
with forces of evil and forces of good
all looking out for me.
Protecting, avenging and keeping me safe
I live in a Cosmos alone,
a Cosmos I built, I created alone,
a Cosmos to live on my own.

I hate my species, our sins and our faults.
I hate your synchronous mechanized Gods.
Your virtues, your ideas, your truths and beliefs,
your pain transformed into relief.

This world is a battlefield and nothing more,
Of sinister people that yearn for control.
Although I was pure when I began,
this trip in life that now really hurts.

My heart departs.

What is our role on this planet of death,
this planet of sadness,
Of misery, tragedy,
of pain and absence,
Of good intentions,
of Truth,
Of trust and of love,
Of friendship, respect
And law enforcement from above.
What good is a God,
That forgives and forgets,
Who never acts never helps,
Never listens nor sheds,
Any tears for his creations that went so off track,
That even himself wishes them to never come back.

Don’t know if we’re damned
but for sure we ‘re not blessed…
If this is the best that your Gods can produce,
I sure as hell, am not impressed.